a world of him

2008-10-25T17:03:00.000-07:00

Somewhere,

A better place for you and for me.
:D

www.im-mohdsalihan.blogspot.com

2008-06-17T16:55:00.001-07:00

Little Shop Of Horrors.
Blogskin Preview.
:D

2008-03-06T05:08:00.000-08:00

hello.

old picture of me, its a ; one-in-a-lifetime-picture you'll every see.

today's post, i've decided to type about a few things.

a bestfriend.

a used-to-be-bestfriend.

whom i taught was really a trusted and a great bestfriend.

but it turns out opposite.

he was using me, and i stupidly followed what he asked me to.

i've help him a lot, yes people, a lot.

this and that, many things he should be thankfull of.

well, after they broke off, he betrayed me.

you see, he's just using me just because of his girlfriend.

i still cant believe that you had an evil heart.

i cant believe you're that type of person.

after all the times spent together.

i really wasted my time in my whole life.

just take this post for you to think.

anyway, i still have plenty of friends out there.

but you cant be replace.

so well, thats the first part of today.

went to ite amk, so damn ugly.

i swear i will never want to be in that school. oh please god.

like greenridge, greenridge sec was my last choice, mind you.

i really wanted to go to teck whye sec. main reason is ?

you-dont-need-to-know.

all my primary school friends get that school. except for me.

booo, but nvm, i'd be one mat-rep now if i were to be with them.

just look at how every single one of my primary school friends had changed.

one by one looked beautiful, cute, and handsome.

while me? still looking like an old hag.

nvm bout that, i think im gonna stop.

see ya .

2008-02-29T17:43:00.000-08:00

at times you think eveything's is going to be alright ,
its okay to be labelled by people and being sensitive towards others ,
but really ,
education would be nothing without moral values .

2008-02-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

And if you need me, you’d kiss me.
Then tell me how you feel.
And if you want me, you’d show me.
That your love is for real.
And if you love me.
You’d hold me in your arms where I belong.

oh, im missing someone very much right now.
yes, let me emphatize on the word very much.
well, i hope that person really knows i care for that person.
i love you, and will always love you.
and remember this date 270707.

2008-02-15T22:35:00.000-08:00

i wish life was happy , you know .
i'm not proud to tell people i'm facing from depression , stress or what so ever.
life's a bloody burden and thats a fact .
i'm not mentally unstable . stop thinking that way.
everybody gets stressed up easily over the slightest thing .
not everbody but still , me , i do .
but look , its not as tho you can help me , could you ?
all i needed was someone to show care and concern and face it ,
not a single soul was there to help me , unless i told you whats been happening .

i hateee school , i hate studying . and i hate my fucking life .
i tried to look on the bright side but i'm not going to anymore .
yes, you don face as much problems as i do . what the fcuk do you care about me ?
i'm a human being too and i have feelings .
i donwna cut myself , smoke or drink , or whatever , runaway from home .
this is life , i got to face things on my own , every single one of you out there are just friends to me . simply friends .
your not in my shoes , you cant do anything much cos i face things alone .

look at the fucking greenridge secondary school .
you know , i really really cant wait to get out of it !
i cant stand being in it .
first and foremost , everybody there , well they are plainly terribly friendly you know . everybody down there is nice .
but i just cant wait to hell get out of greenridge ,
you know . everybody out here , you reading this , i'm typing this , we all are hypocrites , we all are selfish in our own ways , but we are special in our own ways .
hypocrites , we all are hypocrites .

sometimes i just wish someone could tell me straight in the face
' salihan , you got so much problems , i'm just your friend . i cant help you but i could just advise you and encourage you ' .

you got to learn to face reality . i'm learning that right now .
i'm your bloody critic . i'm super friendly , nice yet really , i got my own mindset .

and i really hate life to the core .
when i stepped into a relationship , girls are always using me for the same purposes , my money.
oh yeah , girls are all like that .

and when i come to school , all i see is a bunch of hypocrites .
i dont need to seee , i already knew it . urgh ,
take the fact when i tried to squueze myself into a clique , and realise i'm better off alone .
i'm much much better off alone (:

i'm really nice , but you see , you cant help me anymore .
i'm in this fucked up pathetic state in which all i hope and want is for a change of life .
you know at times , i don really like many people .
their face make my blood boil , and you know , how much i hate the past , i really wish i wasn born .

i hate coming to school . i hate seeing all your faces .

i dono what kind of life i'm living . its really meaningless !
and i really want to explode so badly . i just dont know who to look for anymore .
but still . i wna explodeee i wanna scream , i hate my life .

i hate my life .

2008-02-06T03:24:00.000-08:00

you saw me walking by,
without a smile on my face,
i wasn't even looking at you,
or cared about your presence,
you labelled me "sombong" or arrogant.

well excuse me, must i bow to you.

you walked into my life,
pretending to be my friend,
but secretly, quietly, you stabbed me from behind.
you spread rumours and gossips.
you heard from souls who claimed they know me.

well excuse me, aint you know that "fitnah adalah lebih berdosa dari membunuh" or
"creating stories is more sinful than murdering".

you saw me standing there alone,
with the word serious painted all over me,
you didn't bother to approach and say hi.
you would rather whisper words about me,
you labelled me as "proud".

well excuse me, did i bother you life in the first place?

you walked into my life,
pretending to know me.
you created stories about me.
you judge me.

well excuse me, God has not judge me, so who are you?

I tell you what, just admit it,
Say it out loud.

That you envy me,
That you're jealous of me.
That you wish you were me.
In one way or another,
Cause yeah, you do look desperate,
For Attention.

You can bullshit about me all you want,
Cause I dont fucking care.
Just one advice for you,

GET A LIFE, ASSHOLE !

The kenduri tommorow looks like a grand event-.-
All my makciks and cousins are here, cooking, playing computer, xbox360,
talking to girlfriends etc.
So some of them sleeping over at my house. YAY !
Ok thats all.

Baby, I LOVE YOU !

2008-02-05T04:17:00.001-08:00

hello,
back with new post.

saturday ;
went to kallang cc to sign up for NDP'08.
was late laah, lucky shamimah borrowed me her earpiece, or i'll be dead bored.
it was a very long journey,
from teck whye to chua chu kang, and then to jurong east, and then to i dont know where,
and then to boon keng.
so this year's ndp is somehow great, but i fcuking prefer last year's ndp.
the singer for this year's ndp theme song is stefanie sun. [idk how to spell her name].
blaablaa, then went to plaza singapura.
ate fried mars bar !
yummylicious maan !
smsed nadiah and told her about the fried mars bar. haaa.
then went off , met sairi .
cause he's at his nenek house which is beside my block ?
then accompanied his cousin buy food, then send his cousin back.
then both of us walked to macdonalds.
treated him , i was so hungry that time.
blablabla !
and then he told me ghost story and i told him mine.
and off we went home.

sunday ;
what have i've been doing eh?
oh ya ! went to sheng shiong,
to get this thursday's "kenduri doa selamat".
its a prayer saying thanks to God if im not wrong.
remember that time my bro met an accidant ?
now that he's fine , we're doing this prayer .
and my whole kitchen is cramped with stuff .
periok saner sini , kuali saner sini , tong gas pon ader , macam macam ader.
and my fridge, its so dark !
all filled with chicken lah, beef lah whatever stuffs.
hahaha, then went home = sleep.

i think thats all i wanna post for this two days .

okay,
how do you feel,
when this girl, is so damn famous.
a lot of guy liked her, yet she rejected.
she's so damn fucking pretty !
and suddenly she came up to you, and said she likes and loves you .
i was shocked as this happens to me.
so both of us were couples.
but secretly ?
argh ! my feelings grew for her a lot.

went to banquet with her, nadiah, sairi.
so nadiah walked with sairi and i walked with her.
so damn romantic, hahahaa.
oklah , send her home and she kissed me, and i kissed her too !
weee !
at least she got the freedom and can go out always , not like ...
a bit also cannot go out , hahaha . ok guys , thats all.

2008-02-01T03:54:00.000-08:00

asshole !

this post is all about a guy called ; muhd syafiq bin haniff.
oh, why? just now i fought with him.
why i fought with him? the reason is very simple.
because he is "jongang", and i simply do the action with teeth.
and there he goes.
after mother tounge class, he came to me and suddenly push and push and push me.
i was totally blur, so i asked ; asal ngn kau ?
meaning ; what happened ?
and he simply said ; eh, kau asal ah ! butoh ! aku tak kacau kau tau ! cibai !
and goes on pushing and pushing me .
blaa blaa blaa , so he pushed me , and i pushed him back , hardly .
and suddenly , infront of my class , he fucking kicked me .
okay , im gonna type in malay , sorry .
eh butoh , aku tak tendang kau siak sial !
yg kau gi tendang aku tu ape hal siak .
kalau tak pasal haikal tahan aku , aku dah lame tumbok tumbok muker kau siak .
kau nak ganas ngn aku kan , aku pon boleh maen ganas ah .
kau piker mentang-mentang kau budak bola, kuat, aku takot ?
abeh aku ni budak drama club ajer , lemah , aku nak takot ?
eh lek sua eh .

i've always been doing that to luqman , but has he done something like what syafiq did ?
i appreciate for luqman's patience .
but syafiq ? im dissapointed and suprised .
this is the first time syafiq .
usually , if i were to do that , you will laugh and just call out my dad's name , which i dont mind .
and today ?
i cant believe you did this syafiq .
imagine your close friend doing this .
we had spend times together last two years , and you cant even forgive your own close friend ?
is this the meaning of true friendship ?
well , you ask yourself .

there , 1 people left me , because of that fight ,
one by one , so who's next ?

syaza ,
im sorry . its over between us .
i dont wanna hurt you anymore .
sorry .

im so freaking fed-up with him .
the one who said my face like chibai in previous post .
aku kalau tak kacau kau , kau jgn nak kacau aku eh setan !

oklah , i think thats all for today .

2008-01-29T07:37:00.000-08:00

you bloody slut .

did you purposely tried to pissed me off ?
you really did , did you know that ?
i was super pissed off by you .
now i know why the other people wouldnt wanna be friends with you at all .
you don even think before you do something ! gosh .
i really am fucking pissed off with you .
we're islam , and our religion teaches us not to get angry too easily .
if you tend to be like that , that means a devil is controlling you .
do you understand me , jerk ?
all you do is fight fight fight !
just for a simple small reasons , you'd fight like as if he killed your sister ?
wtf , you think the more you fight , the more ppl will get scared of you ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will like you ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will give you respect ?
the more you fight , the more ppl will say you're "strong" ?
come on ! people are starting to dislike you !
you definately dont deserve the respect at all .
you dont have to fight just to show you're strong .
you must understand other people gets hurt too when you fight with them .
ooh , please change for the better .

and people ,
enough of playing with my father's name .
i dont mind you guys playing with his name a bit .
but i have my limits ,
come on ,
he had passed away .
can you imagine playing with a dead people's name ?
think people , im sure you dont like it if i call your parents name too right ?

urghhh ,
im so bloody moody this days ,
as in , im trying to act as normal salihan .
but i tends to get to over and crazy just to show im alright ,
but deep inside ?

well okay ,
this was what mom said when i went out just now .
" keluar jer tau ! merayap jer ! belajar tak tau nak belajar ! kau piker ni rumah hotel ke nak keluar masok sembarang - sembarang ? "
translated ;
" go out only you know ! study also never study ! you think this house hotel ah ? go out go in anyhow ! "

mom, fuck off !
i just dont understand parents this days .

currently missing ,
syaza ,
nadiah ,
islam ,
sairi ,
nonoi ,
khairulshah .

2008-01-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

hello all (:
i have never thought my life would be at the last and final end again .
i never thought this would have happened again .
i have never thought this is fucking finally the end .

mum had been veryvery sarcastic towards me.
fuck, yes i know she's my mom, but i just hate her.
ever since you married with my freaking step-father,
you'd always cook what he likes, then me and my brother?
"kau nak makan, makan. tak nak makan suke hati kau ah ! biar kebuloh !"
see how sarcastic she is.

yes, very sarcastic.
at times, when she cooked for me something that is bitter,
it is really bitter, not that i have a tasting problem,
she'd say ;
"kau semuer pahet, semue pahet, tekak kau kan tekak orang kayer, hari hari nak makan kat luar !"
whatthefuck !
im so bloody pissed off.
its not like EVERY SINGLE DAY i go out to eat right?

i just hate your attitude every since you're married again.
why must you be so flirtive,
come on, you've been married for three times !
yes, three times !
isn't it enough ?
haven't you had enough being hurt by those two ex-husband of yours ?
espicially my father, abu bakar.

just to share a lil secret,
i had a deceased father.
he used to drink and smoke,
a passive and heavy drinker and smoker.
every single night, he'd drink and when he gets drunk,
he'd start beating up me and my mom.
both of us is always victim,
sometime he beat us for no reasons or small reasons.
me and my mom dont have freedom that time,
when we have cousins outing, my dad will never allowed us to go out.
we're like in a prison !
this cannot that cannot.
then one day, he had a cancer,
had an operation, but failed.
and ...

okay enough about that,
i think he deserves his punishment in hell.

now thats it for todaay.
urghhh ! im fcuking stress .

and sairi,
im sorry for saying those things to you.
i know every single word i said was hurtful,
but i really didnt mean to say all that,
im really really sorry.

and islam,
again, you're with them,
are you going to become like them?
what if you get caught one day?
i've been advising you again and again,
but i only waste my effort.
please, you have a bright future ahead you.
dont follow their steps.
smoking, skipping lessons, escape school, escape assembly.
dont.

and nadiah,
yes, i knew you had a new bestfriend,
its so fast isnt it?
i dont even have a new bestfriend in my new class,
and yet you have one already,
and soon, you'll forget everything about me.
well, i better find myself a new bestfriend before you leave me?
up-to-you.

seemed like everyone is leaving me,
is this the end for me?

im sorry, im being over emotional today,
so long people.
good night.

2008-01-25T02:46:00.000-08:00

hello readers,
yes, i knew i've not been updating my blog for like weeks?
so here i am updating, woooo. i apologised for not updating.
hmm,
oklaah, lots of things happened to my life lately,
that is very sweet? and also hurtful.
yes, hurtful. hurtful for the fact that im being critisized and irritate again and again by the same old people.
they just dont get their lesson, dont they?
they are gundus, yes, im using the word gundu.
so well, islam cut his hair botak.
boooo, not cute already, but nvm, i told him;
"skng kau dah botak, aku lagi cute !"
and you guess what he replied? ;
"tak! lagi botak lagi cute, hahahahaa!"
hahaha, so funny lar he.
so me and sairi are friends back, i dont know? just friends or bestfriend.
and the blogshop is going good lah, okayokay only.
had been travelling here and there , places like bishan, aljunied, bugis, etcs.
oh, had been really busy this few days, yes, very busy.
i must say a sec three life is stressful, yes, preparing for 'O' level exams.
lets see, maths is the most fcuking diff subject,
i know many of you know i really hate maths, but im trying to buck up.
i wanna improve, i wanna go to sec five. "perasaann nyer"
not only maths is diff, there's chemistry, physics, and you know what i do during those lessons?
sleep, sleep, sms, sms, slack, slack.
i cant stand it, first the subjects are diff, second the subject is boorinnng !
oh well, there's more, F&N? ohhhh, whatever my friends remembered during lessons,
i dont remember ; a single thing !
no no, there's more, have i just forgotten english? and mothertounge?
they sound very easy, but it's very diff.
whats more, i have my CCA and we're performing for chinese new year.
and there goes extra stress as we have to stayback for like till 6?
theres more, blogshop adding on the the stress,
meeting buyers for payments here and there, all over.
and wait, did i tell you about homeworks etc. blablablablaaaaaa!
AND ONE LAST THING,
i didnt forget my girlfriend and my bestfriends!
ohoh, sec one and two is much more "not so stressful year"
well well, im nagging bout this now, lalalalala.
so lets get to the next topic.
"muker macam cibai siak,
dah lamer aku tak gado,
macam nak gado jer ngn budak ni".
TRANSLATED;
"face like cibai sia,
i long time never fight,
felt like fighting with this guy".

and the person who said that,
was refering to me.
let me tell you a few facts.
#1; cibai means a girl's private part,
a girl private part has a whole in the middle with pubic hairs.
do i looked like i have a whole in the middle and having pubic hairs?
oh common, use your brains, think twice before you say something.
#2; if you want to fight, why dont you beat me up?
words are easy to say man. oh well, you dumbass idiot.

listen carefully you idiot,
i dont care what you say or what you're gonna do to harm me,
i'll still remain strong and won't let any other matters affect me.
say all you want, we're not perfect afterall.

blaablaablaaaaaaaaaa,
chinese new year class decorating competition ;
DONE ,
comments; NOT SATISFIED.
why; TOO SIMPLE, TOO REDDISH/BLOODY, TOO UGLY. WTF!

chinese new year hamper design competition;
DONE.
comments; NOT SATISFIED! DISSAPOINTED!
why; TOO LITTLE THINGS, ASK TO BRING CANEND FOOD, NEVER BRING.

so thats all for today.
goodbye people.
takecare.

and this is BELATED, BELATED BIRTHDAY WISH.
really really sorry.

Happy Birthday Jannah,
Happy Birthday Atiqah,
Happy Birthday Rini.

okay goodbye.

&iloveyoutoobaby.

2008-01-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

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2008-01-15T03:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY AFISAH AKA NONOI !

may you be blessed with goodluck thoughout all this years.

and get anew boyfriend who truly loves you as soon as possible.

hope that you suceed in everything you do in the future.

and goodluck in your future endeavours.

study hard. dance hard. sing hard. rock the house hard.

hahahhaaaaa, thanks for everything my scandal.

and i loveee youuuuu !

last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

*someone's older than me, need to respect her alrdy ahh ! hahaha .

2008-01-08T06:08:00.000-08:00

hello.
nothing much happened lately.
yet, im still flashing back memories from two-a-two'07.
i missed all of you badly, yes, badly.
feeling bored in class always isn't what i liked.
not having many friends in my current class is like a living hell.
i felt stupid talking to my friends, and worst, laughing alone, loudly.
but the people there aren't the sporting type you see.
they asked me to stop laughing like that, saying it sounded stupid.
as for my last year's classmates, they'll laugh along with me.
oh well, different people have different thoughts.
maybe one day they'll get used to it.
seriously, im such a loner in my class.
my other friends ignore me, unless they have something important to tell me.
and im going to suffer this state for the rest two to three years.
what the hell. im jealous that my other friends get along with others well.
oh well, what to do.
i so hate someone, i decorated the class backboard nicely.
there goes my effort.
someone actually took out that thing and said it looked pathetic.
she/he wanted to change it to other design, which i think looked very ugly.
the rest said my design was much more nicer.
i wonder whats up with her/him. my dear classmates,
if our class didnt win, please dont put the blame on me, infact put it on her/him.
practiced singing for the musicals audition with surya.
yes, i sound sucky, but some people said my voice was nice.
what an ear they have, oh gosh.
so wish me luck for tommorow's audition.
went home, get change and my first destination was this heavenly place called the bed.
i slept till 8.30pm and decided to called nadiah. then sairi was inside too.
talked a while till 9.10pm and i watched my chinese drama show.
i've not done my freaking bloody homework.
should get it down soon, later. thats all for today.

2008-01-06T07:42:00.000-08:00

hello readers.
sorry for the long-time-no-update.
friday before cca starts,
met syaza, my only love.
went to bukit panjang plaza for lunch then went under her voideck.
just having fun, hahaaa, took pictures etc.
then had to go school, so send her home.
dear syaza, even thou the time we spend is short,
i still enjoy the time with you, and i'll treasure it deep inside.
haha, so went to school for cca then blahblah then go home.
then saturday went out with nadiah, my bitch.
went to penin to buy my black skinnies then went plaza sing,
ate dinner then fried mars bar.
then blablabla, something happened.
today,
nothing much happened,
went out with *****, went bpp then went his house then sit2 under his block.
thats all.

2008-01-02T02:48:00.000-08:00

First Day Of School.
it was not getting any better.
first day of school, in a different class,
with different weird people makes the whole thing looks like a worst nightmare.
having to have been seperated from my best and close friends is a heartbreaking news.
but looking of the brighter side, i can always meet them during receess,
after and before school and have a small chat.
i know im in the same class with some of the people i knew,
but i cant possibly stick with them forever.
i hate to make friends with those weirdos as weel.
i vow on my knees not to betray any of my bestfriends that had helped me a zillion time.
i felt guilty and regretted not being close with them when we're in the same class.
well thats all then.
a short post,
but seriously, im missing people from 2a2'07.

2007-12-31T19:08:00.000-08:00

one year had passed, leaving all those sweet and sour memories kept in our heart.
all the fun times you had with your love ones, remain as memories.
leave every bad memories behind, and start anew life in a new year.
when you have so much things to look forward to,
you'll wake up in the morning feeling so fresh and eager to go on with what's in store for the brand new day.
however, when life becomes so stagnant and not much of hopeful stuffs to anticipate,
you'd wish for a snooze button and carry on with ur fantasies in the slumber land.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.
2008.

2007's gone,
lets start anew in 2008.

Have an awesome new year.
May you have a good new year resolutions.

My New Year Resolutions ;
I really hope that I can fufill all of them.

1) To have an everlasting love with my love, Syaza Syahira.
2) Improve on my studies to make my family proud.
3) Stop hurting others badly with vulgars and hurtful words.
4) Never being too hypocrite and never betray my bestfriends.
5) Be more friendly to most of the people (I know Im arrogant.)
6) Don't ever end my bestfriends relationship.
7) Be more close to Islam.
8) Cannot forget about my bitch, who had helped me in a lot of things.
(Even thou we're in the different class. Booohooo!)
9) Sing infront of the whole school. (Wahahahaa)

Thats my new year resolutions.
Till here,
Take care,
With love,
; mohdsalihan .

I reached home at 3+am from countdown yesterday/just now.

LETS CURSED THAT BLOODY SALON GUY !
HE CUT MY HAIR UNTIL SO DAMN SHORT .
SHORTER THAN THAT TIME,
FUCK YOU UNCLE ! DONT LET ME SEE YOU AGAIN !
YOU BLOODY SHIT !

2007-12-29T22:44:00.000-08:00

happy birthday muhd sairi ;D

may all your dreams come true.

2007-12-29T18:23:00.000-08:00

hello people, haha, sorry for the long time no update yeahs,
yesterday went out with my two bestfriends.
nadiah and nizar, hahaha, to go get school bags and present.
so i went to get my new specs, its green in colour. weeeee.
then i took bus 307 to meet nizar under my cousin's voideck,
because i need to give her stuff that my mom asked. not drugs eh !
so me and nizar walked to the bustop 190 and then took the bus 190,
met nadiah at her house bustop, unfortunately she cant go in as it was packed like hell.
so we finally talked when we alight the bus infront of fareast, our first stop.
so first stop was to find nizar's bag, hahah, when he got his bag,
off to get sairi's present, a black crumpler large bag, hahaha. so smangat.
then my bag, which cost me $65. weeeee, its red and black sey, hmmmph.
no green, eh got green, but not nice. ;[ .
so we went to ate at a shop, if not wrong; kedai makan ROS.
at last, no fastfood, a proper food, so lucky! hahahaaa.
i ordered mushroom soup chicken rice, nizar honey soup chicken rice,
nadiah roasted chicken rice. hahahaha, when we got ours.
my mushroom so much ! and it looks sticky like sperms.
me and nizar started laughing at it, but it tasted nice laah,
i mean the mushroom soup. hahaaaaa,
so we ate and laughed a lot, after that, payed and off we go walk-walk for a while.
then off we went to bugis to find a nadiah's t's. walked walked then cannot find.
then nizar have to go off, his parents fetching him to go to the hospital.
so me and nadiah accompanied him to his dad's car and off we go.
so left me and nadiah, we went to search for her t's one more time.
cannot find, then off to bugis junction find a gift box.. cannot find sey,
so off we go to buy bubble tea, i bought mango ice blended.
so we took the mrt to plaza singapura and bought
FRIED MARS BAR !
it tasted so damn sweet and good.
then blaa blaa blaaaaa !
then went home. ;D
thats all for today.

*what do you think of my new specs ?
*what do you think of my new bag ?

2007-12-26T01:35:00.000-08:00

IM BAACK !
so the day before i went off ,
called nadiah but she's asleep as she's sick, she said take care.
i was really-really boreed, i called jasmine but she didnt pick up.
then i decided to call my scandal, nonoi. long time never talk to her mah.
so we talked crapshits all the way till i dont know what time.
cause my brother wanted to use the phone to talk to his girlfriend.
"kalau tak, sampai pukol braper siak kiter bebual, tak game punyer."
so i forced myself to sleep because i need to wake up a few hours later at around four.
FIRST DAY !
uncle/dad woke me up. i dragged my feet to the toilet and bathed quickly.
as we're late, hahahahha. so get prepared and out we go, was excited maan!
then took bus 160 all the way till larkin to have our breakfast.
met hadzran and his family at larkin for breakfast. huda was so cute maan!
oh, huda is the one-year-old girl who cant stop bongkar-ing the place.
haha, our bus was at around 7.30am. after we ate, went to wait for the bus.
finally the bus arrived, a long long trip, i slept for a few hours then it stopped for break.
then we continued our journey, "nak bebual kat phone tak boleh, kalau tak dah pon".
listen to songs then i slept, when i woke up, we reached already,
i was like woooooohooooooooo ! hahahaha , carried our luggage and waited for abang is.
our cousin laa, who lives there. he's going to send us to the hotel.
he reached and off we go, the hotel was woow ! beautiful man.
went in put our stuffs then off we go to klcc, you know the twin tower.
alah, the tall tall one laa, aiyo, the twins laa, side by side. now know?
okay, we had our lunch there then went walked around.
i bought my jack purcell shoes at their converse stall. RM149.90 siak.
okay, my RM300 left RM150. booooo.
so the three bujangs/youngster, me hadzran and his brother, haikal went to hotel to sleep.
while our parents went shopping at masjid india, aiyaa. all makcik's stuff laa. haaa.
then they reached at around 7+pm, we rest and arranged our shirts.
then around 9pm, we went out again to have our dinner. went back.
sit downstairs with hadzran and haikal, they isap rokok. i want they dont allowed.
salihan; nak siket rokok boleh?
hadzran; kepale hotak kau bodoh, kalau nak isap rokok hidop aku dulu.
hahahhaa, siak btol. so many prostitudes, hahahaa.
went up and slept with hadzran.
SECOND DAY
hmm, woke up around 8am, had our breakfast, then we went to masjid india again.
wtf? was forced lah, then went to lot ten, here lot one, there lot ten.
got topshop there. what the fuck, the skinny jeans was RM229.90.
and then we went chinatown, malaysia's chinatown la of course.
bought one black batman shirt, one white superman shirt, one blue superman shirt for nadiah,
one green watch, one superman buckle, one black and white belt, one vans slip-on shoes.
and second day is enough to waste my RM150. again. and i've no more money to shop.
i was damn happy i got the stuffs i wanted. hahahhaha, then we went back to hotel.
slept early, without hadzran, because he's not sleepy yet.
THIRD DAY
morning went breakfast again then went back to hotel,
its rest day laah, hahahahaa. so called. i slept in the afternoon.
at three , all of us went out laa, we went lot ten again, then bukit bintang.
walk walk, then blaa blaa,
went back to hotel, then me, hadzran, cik apis, and abang is went to the christmas countdown.
there got countdown okay, and the countdown was great like your fastfood.
blaa, went hotel at around 3am, then slept with hadzran.
LAST DAY
morning went breakfast then off went home.
thats alll laaaa ! byebye .
so here are the pictures.

tommorow going to buy school uniforms with nizar & alwee.
now going to make my new specs. wooooooohooooo!

2007-12-21T08:53:00.000-08:00

goodbye singapore.
goodbye friends.
take care all.

2007-12-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

oh, sorry for long time never update.
yesterday was jasmine birthday,
happy birthday. ;D
so it was hari raya haji,
went for prayers early in the morning.
after that, while waiting for cousins to come, to slaughter the sheeps,
saw mohd nur islam bin mohd rashid, with his two brothers.
awww, i miss him. so, when the came, i go salam my makcik all.
then had to wait hours to slaughter the sheeps.
when our turn to slaughter, oh ya,w e slaughtered five sheeps total.
took pictures, but i closed my eyes while taking the pictures.
so eeeew, with the bloods. haaaaa.
went home, slept for awhile then woke up, get ready to change,
and went out. blaa blaa blaa,
went here and there. and reached home around 10?
oh ya, im gonna miss all of you maan.
my blog will be on hiatus all the way till 25th.
going to KL.
so take care everybody.

i just broke up with my girlfriend.
why?
you go ask her,
she said there's no reason why she wants to break up with me.
she said i didnt do anything wrong,
and she said she dont know why she felt like this.
so she's telling me she's unreasonable?
oh issit because she wants to patch up with him uh.
im not stupid, im not dumb,
its not like as if i have a little bit friends huh?
i have plenty loads of friends.
dont think they won't tell me whatever happens.
whatever happens,
many of my friends are dissapointed with you.
some even wans to call you , meet you.
well, but i stop them from doing that,
what to do.
love cant be forced.
espicially when you're not appreciative.
when someone loved you very much, you want a break.
when they dont love you, you claim he/she played with your heart.

and i miss this few people.
nadiah,
sairi,
islam,
liyana,
mazurah,
natalie,
taufiq.

2007-12-17T20:17:00.000-08:00

escape theme park outing was a good and bad one ?
the good is i am able to meet all those HU friends from deejay to listeners.
the bad is, at escape it rained and stop and rained again, and stop again.
which made us really pissed off.
so me, sue, imah, ajir, khai, shelila, mai, ezah, siti, nurul went in and out of the haunted house.
for like many-many times man !
main reason for that was we were bored, and yes, damn bored.
so we decided to wait till 8pm to see if our luck is good that it wont rain.
to our disapointment, it was still raining. hhhmmpphh !
so we dragged our feet to the bustop and went to whitesands, the girls had their dinner.
me , ajir and khai walked around . i didnt want to eat because i promised nizar to meet him at lot one for dinner.
so after the girls ate, off we took the mrt.
and here and there people were seperated, imah and ezah took bus,
nurul took bus too.
so its left with me, ajir, khai, sue, mai, siti, shelila.
at city hall, ajir and khai left, cause they're staying at sembawang.
sms-ed with nizar and people because of boredome.
reached chua chu kang, met nizar and off we went to LJS to have MY late dinner.
after dinner, went to toilet then off we go to walk around.
while i was talking to nizar, i heard people shouting, i heard the han han han.
but i didnt pay much attention to it.
i thought its just another mat rep making noises and disturbance.
but when i decided to turn,
it was aman and dinnie. hahahaa,
shook hands with them, they asked where we go etc.
then we go off, decided to play prank on hakim's house.
so we go to the back of his house, since his house is located at the first storey,
we knocked his computer room, the room where he played computer late at night.
hahaha, he definately know it was our job, then he called nizar.
hahaha, went outside his house and talked for a while.
then we went hoomme.

2007-12-15T03:29:00.000-08:00

hello people, readers,
back from the town with jasmine, my dumbass,
no one can accompany me go, so i decided to go with her.
we met at around 12, met her at teck whye lrt.
our first stop was fareast plazaa, was a loongloong trip yeaah. via woodlands.
walked around fareast, then off to the lido the outside to eat KFC.
jas, reduce oily food, later you'll get fatter. heees.
then off we go to bugis. jasmine bought printed tunic, 2 tops.
hahaaa, she spended $30 at bugis. i brought $50 only, same as her.
i intended to look for mr. chatterbox, but dont have,
even if have, its girls cutting,
theen off we went to peninsular.
bought 2 skinnies, one red one black.
then off we go camwhore , hahahaaa , all the photos,
the photographer is ; jasmine.
then we went home.
i tried my skinny jeans, and guess what?
im fucking dissapointed.
my red skinnies is too tight !
my black skinnies is too big !
what the hell ?
so you mean i wasted my freaking $40 ?
now, im opening second hand mini shop.
im selling that fucking red skinnies at $10 ! bought it at $19
its girls one, fuck, how dare they gave me the girls one,
and the brand is superskinny, size M ! anyone interested? msn me.
and the black one is for guys, EXIT JEANS. bought it at $20.
letting go at $10 also, black one ! size 30. its big laaa.
i so hate the shop, PEOPLE, I WANT TO BUY NEW SKINNIES,
WHICH SHOP IS TRUSTWORTHY ?
WHO WONT GIVE ME GIRLS SKINNIES, TIGHT SKINNIES, HUGE SKINNIES?
tag me the shop name man ! im going again this monday !
btw, i need 3 pictures for my friendster photo.
so i need you to vote laa the pics below.
3 pics per person, just type example; pic;01, pic;02, pic;03.
so thats all for today.
i really need a buyer for those skinnies.
or im going to throw those away.
and get a new one this mondaay.
so long, take care.!
im going to be this bald soon, when i go through my national service. pic;01
dont we look the same? but im not black him him. pic;02
hello world;earth;country;singapore;cityhall. pic;03
oh i love this pose like hell maaan ! pic;04

im not supposed to enter, but dont worry, its just a picture. pic;05
looking good, looking good, sexy mamaa. pic;06
old parliment house, a memorable place to be. pic;07
he's blind, im helping him to reaad. pic;08
high five baby;bitch;asshole. XD pic;09

oh im looking hawt here. i know im always 'perasan' pic;100nice one yeaaaaaah ? pic;11dinasaur, dinasaur, dinasaur, please help me eat nadiaah ! pic;12shop shooop ! pic;13 DUMBASSES.

2007-12-10T11:42:00.000-08:00

Sentosa Outing'2007
hello everyone,
so today this four people went out.
sairi, nadiah, natalie, salihan.
met nadiah at bangkit lrt, walked to fajar shopping centre to eat breakfast.
the nasi lemak was okay lah, but didn't finish it, was full actually.
then went to cut my hair, omg. its so damn short, people, my hair is damn short!
too bad, cut already, what to do, so after cutting hair, walked to senja to meet natalie.
met natalie, went to girlfriend's block to wait for sairi.
suddenly it was raining and nadiah was cold. she wants to borrow girlfriend's jacket.
so yaay, i get to meet her. when she came to give the jacket,
i took the jacket and gave her a kiss. hahaa, she just bathed laa.
then finally sairi came.
took bus 963, hell four of us were like so happy laah !
so hyper, espicially nadiah and natalie. hahahaa.
natalie dont care thou we PS her by talking malay.
so reached there, it was drizzling, so we ate at banquet to for lunch.
after eating, we walked around vivo and finally, we went up to take the monorail.
inside the monorail, it was damn fun man !
we're so noisy & hyper .
then reached already, we bought the tickets for ; skyride & luge combo.
hahahhaa, skyride was super scary yet fun experience.
seriously maan ! it stop at the middle and natalie shouted, i shouted too.
hahahhaa, but who cares.
then reached already we played the luge. hahaha, i was the first.
the girls were slow as there're scared. shout here and there.
suddenly sairi catched up with me so i quickly challenged him, and i won. wooo.
after that it started raining , so we went back to monorail and took the monorail.
we took and stop at another station, and then took it again and stop.
we're like playing laah, it was so much fun.
then we went to vivo back, went to chocolate empire, so expensive. hahahaa.
then off we went home, (:
it was really fun today !
nadiah, its worth taking your day-off to spend time with us.
we all did enjoy ourselves.
MEMORABLE DAY MAN !

*something wrong with my usb cable, will upload pictures as soon as possible, unless you're not interested.

2007-12-07T20:14:00.001-08:00

hello there.
yesterday was friday, didnt go out at all.
tidy up my bookcase, all full of my secondary 1 and 2 books.
so when i tidied up, and all looked so clean, i was very happy.
haaaaaa. at night around 7+, called nadiah. she was otw home from work.
then talked2 until she reached home..
then i called Islam, i told him after is brother use the phone at night,
its a MUST to call me. haaha, i actually want to do a countdown and say happy birthday.
so at around 10+ he called me, we talked crap. espicially him, he's so funny laaa.
then around 10.30 sairi called, then he put down, because he want to watch donnoe what show.
but me and islam continued our lame talks. heees.
around 11.30, supergirl called me, haaa, pity islam, i didnt talk to him at all while talking to my supergirl. but i enjoyed talking to her after a long time.
then around 11.50, she has to put down.
while i quickly switch on my computer and go to youtube and search happy birthday,
at 11.59pm, i countdowned and then at 12.00am, i on that birthday song.
hahahaa ! it was funny laa. then around 12.15 he's sleepy.
i pity him laaa, the voice like dying already.. so i put down. and it was ; 1hour55mins33secs of talks.
then gay scandal called, we talked for 3hour09mins24secs..
so then i slept. thats all people, take care. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOHD NUR ISLAM.
ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOURS.
DONT SLEEP TOO MUCH, AND DONT DISTURB ME TOO MUCH. XD
STUDY HARD, GOOD LUCK.
HOPE THIS WILL BE YOUR SPECIAL DAY.
TAKE CARE.

2007-12-07T03:20:00.000-08:00

Sometimes your heart
It feels so far away
Sometimes our lives are night and day
It always seems there's something out there better.
Who knows?

Before we say goodbye
Take a breath and think about it
You're the one who makes me feel
Ten stories high
I'll survive and stay alive and
Take a look down deep inside
Before we say goodbye

Sometimes my world
I feel it sweep away
I hear your name and I feel safe
Sometimes we dream of another life we're missing
But who knows?

Before we say goodbye
Take a breath and think about it
You're the one who makes me feel
Ten stories high
I'll survive and stay alive and
Take a look down deep inside
Before we say goodbye

2007-12-06T18:16:00.000-08:00

helloo people.
yesterday evening intend to meet nadiah & jasmine after they work.
so i went out of my house at around 6.30 to meet sairi.
i reached the place where we were supposed to meet and he was late.
haaaaa. i smsed him ;
kau dari rumah ke dari australia siaak.
he replied ;
oh, tadi mak aku suro korek idong jap, sorry.
hahahaaa, i was laughing by myself silently.
at around 7.02 he arrived.
so imagine how late he was. hahahaa.
took bus 963 and we sat at the extreme back.
then the next bustop, a lot of people alight,
so we sat infront of the door there.
then we chatted & chatted,
suddenly he go open song loudly from his hp.
and sing songs. haaaa.
lucky at the back a little bit people.
when we reached, nadiah and jasmine still working,
so cant disturb, so me and sairi must walk2 first.
we walked around the 'pasar malam' then we walked around the causeway point.
err, we went to converse shop first.
he showed me the shoe, idk what shoe laaa.
but its nice, i think im gonna get it for my next year school shoe. $59.90 only.
rather than last year, i spend $120 for my first 4 months shoe. addidas shoe. then tight.
then after that, bought nike shoe, $120 alsoo.
after that went to sport house, he looked around at boots, soccer socks and more.
he must have a lonng wishlist.
everything on every shop he wanted them.
then we went to timezone. the arcade there.
tralalaaaaa, blaa blaaaaa.
then at around 8.45, i think, nadiah told us she cant eat with us,
for some reason, which i dont think i need to tell all of you.
so, me and sairi like no mood, drag our legs to banquet. haaa.
i treated him the drinks and food.
then after eating, went to 'pasar malam' cause i wanted to buy deep fried ice-cream.
bought it, we sat down, then nadiah and jasmine came, haaaa.
jasmine was crazy as usual dancing around here and there.
shouting around loudly. haaaaaa.
then nadiah and jasmine bought burger,
while me and sairi bought deep fried ice-cream.
i bought the chocalate, he bought the durian. hahaa.
tastyyyyyy. then we sat again , talked talked, laughed and went to the bustop.
by the time its 10pm already.
we waited for 963 and off we go.
in the bus, we're so called busy,
cause all of us were counting money.
so by the time we didnt realised, we're reaching already.
nadiah and jasmine alighted first.
then i have to alight with sairi. i took another bus while he walked home.
then i asked nazurah to call me to talk on the phone, since she's back from phuket.
thats alll (:
over-all , after going out with sairi,
and getting to know him better,
i think he's a funny, cheerful, kind, caring friend.
and its trueee laaa, suducer.

xDD

2007-12-04T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hello people.
Finally back here to update.
Who likes my new blogskin?
Haaa. Took from other people but I re-edit it.
And while I was re-editing my blogskin,
Suddenly I accidantally deleted all my links.
Oh gosh, I had hours of time having to re-linked all of you back.
Yesterday night, talked to Sairi and Jasmine on-the-phone.
Hahaaa. It was a long talk and we were talking crap all the times.
We talked till 3.15am.
Then I sms-ed with Sairi. That Idiot.
He said I laughed like a hungry dog. Hahahaa.
So today I woke up at 1.02pm.
I called Jasmine and we talked for a while.
Then we both edit our friendster layouts.
After I update my friendster layouts,
I update my blogskin,
Then I put down the phone to bathe.
So Im not going out todaay,
Since its raining and I am lazy to go out.
I am hungry, Havent even eat Lunch.
Well, nevermind. I am getting fatter right,
So this is the best thing to do, Diet. xD
Take Care people.

2007-12-01T08:22:00.000-08:00

im back. ;D
after a long blogging breaak?
haaa. after one week laa.
so today was a great day, definately.
went to orchard.
first kak hana said want to just watch the lightings and decorations.
then it turns out that jasper, wants to watch cinema.
oh gosh, so we watched enchanted.
dear people out there, the show is fcuking nice & romantic.
please watch the movie, bitches. ;D
so our show starts at 7.30. ohya. its at lido btw.
it was damn freezing in there, and i was shivering.
the show finishes at 9.30pm.
then met royston and we walk walk all the way,
then jasper wants to g home,
cos tommorow he got marathon. i dont know how to spell.
then left me, kakhana, fiza, royston.
we went to plaza singapura.
otw, my bitch nadiah called me. talked for a while.
then me and the rest ate at plaza singapura macdonald. ;D
full-ed. then went back home.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

2007-11-24T07:46:00.000-08:00

hello readers,
hahahahaaa, im back from toown :D
it was such a great fun laah.
hahahaa, went out of the house at around 11.35pm.
had to meet nizar at the teck whye nkf to get money from his moom.
so off we go to take lrt to bukit panjang to meet alwee first.
then straight we go to our meeting point at the bustop infront of bukit panjang plaza.
so there's :
salihan, khairul adzhar, elmy, ezad, fauzi, haikal, nizam, nizar, alwee.
yeaah. nine people altogether.
we took bus 960 because our first stop was bugis.
but we intend to have our lunch at banquet at the hospital there.
but its so full and no place to sit.
so off we go to long john silvers. still so full.
we went to bugis, walkwalk for a while.
then all cannot take it, really hungry,
we went to kfc and finally found a place.
phewwww, i ordered zinger, coke, cheese fries, dunnoe what patato.
hahhaa, so im really full for lunch.
off we took the mrt to peninsular.
walkwalk around peninsular, no one wanted to buy anything.
so after walking around, we went to funan mall.
there, we found ourselves playing the xbox 360 at the exhibition.
i didnt play because im so jelak of it, because i got it at home. haaa.
went up and walk around,
khai and alwee played the xbox at courts. for so long.
goood, because its for me to rest my legs.
i wore the tight converse high-cut shoe.
omg, i swore almost all my toe nails broke and it hurt like hell.
but i really had to bare with it for another few more hours.
off we go to esplanade, we walked there since its near.
its damn hot and im wearing a cardigen, but i dont care.
hahahhaa, seriously, its sooooooo hot.
we lepak for a while.
after lepaking we went to plaza singapore.
to send alwee for his drumming lessons at the yamaha music school.
6pm his lesson start. 7pm it ended.
so after sending alwee, we went to lepak at the staircase to underground there.
i began opening my shoe and socks to move it around,
it really hurts a lot.
after that, all decided to eat again. dinner lah tu.
at long john silvers this time.
lucky theres place to sit.
but must sit four by four.
i sit with fauzi, nizar, ezad.
all of us talked dirty and laughed all over bout it. hahahahahhahaa !
after full, around 7pm like that, asked alwee to go down to long john.
we waited for him for so long.
finally, he arrived, and we decided to move on to esplanade again!
hahaha, this time its nicer, windy. we lepak by the sea there.
after that, we decided to move on to merlion.
i swore i bare with the pain even thou i felt like dying.
i walked like a crippled man.
reached merlion, sat and lepak again, talk crap laughing here and there.
espicially me. xD
then around 10.45 all decided to go home.
we walked to find the bustop.
took 75 and off we goo. reached home at 11.30pm.
here i am, blogging.
i really enjoyed today.
im fucking tired.
goodbye, take care people :D

2007-11-21T19:26:00.000-08:00

hello readers ! hahahaaa .
finally here to update, obviously.
so yesterday was a great great daay.
around 1.58pm, nadiah & natalie called me.
asked if i can come to bukit pnjg plaza and join them.
so i bathed and get ready to change.
i really didnt know what to wear.
i kept on changing clothes.
finally i wore that transformer black, and black topman cardigen.
with blue jeans. didnt have black jeans thou.
so went i reached and met them, nadiah was wearing all black too.
natalie, so pretty lah she, changed alot laa. miss her.
hahaa. so we camwhore again and again.
until we saw this ----- cleaner,
nadiah & natalie should know that, hahahaa.
and we was walking around the plaza when we decided to sit at the staicase.
queit, peace, but when we entered the staircase,
and discovered its full of cigg smell,
we decided to go out,
but when we open the door, the door is locked,
all of us run like mad cow. hahahaha !
i sent nadiah to senja lrt and off i meet my girlfriend (:
so thats all for today.

2007-11-20T19:42:00.000-08:00

hello readers.
i know im really too outdated to do this.
but im gonna do this now.
im in the class 3A1, but all my friends are in 3A2 & 3A3.
i really need to tell you guys something.
i knew i must did this long time ago after getting our results.
but i was lazy that time, now, i've got the feeling that im sad because of seperating.
i really gonna miss you guys.

nadiah ;
a sweet, kind, understanding, helpful, cute, pretty, great, bestfriend.
a diffilcult bestfriend to search for. she's caring in a way.
i remember in sec one, did you know how i knew you?
i was a loner then, i was sitting outside our class alone.
when you & nisa came asking for my number.
ahaha, and we exchanged numbers then.
then if im not wrong, we didnt talk for sooo loooonng.
without me knowing the reason why,
i get to know you much much more better in sec two.
when i was bullied, you annisa & jasmine were the one helping.
i cried, yeah, like a girl. but i really cant help it.
but you three were the one helping.
espicially nadiah, i appreaciate every single things.
we've gone through thick & thin sweet & sour,
but im gonna miss all that.
now that you're in 3A3, dont ever forget bout me.
take care.

annisa ;
hey fishball.
first of all, im gonna miss calling you fishball.
hahaaa. im gonna miss seeing your cheeks getting pinched by taufiq.
that silly guy. hahaaa.
annisa, a clever, sweet girl. is a patient one indeed.
she's friendly and kind and also caring.
now you're in 3A3,
i would like to take this opportunity, lol, i dont know how to spell,
to thank you for everything you've done.
thanks for helping me fishball.
take care.

taufiq ;
hahahaa, my gay partner.
im gonna miss pinching your nipples.
and im gonna miss you twisting my hands.
isa isa, aiyoooo.
good luck in your future rugby tournament,
cherish your loved ones alright?
hahaha, i can always pinch your nipples everytime i see you.
btw, whats your index number?
i hope you're not behind of me.
hahahaa, or i'll get my back slap by you.
wkakaaka, study hard and dont always come to school late.
now that you're in 3A2,
thank you for everything you've done to me man,
take care isa.

Nurul;
hahhaa, you silly fish.
always in your own world and we always call you lost.
hahahahaa, you're funny in a way that you are silly.
but you can be harsh sometimes. wakakaka.
you're fierce,
i will always remember sec ones life.
when me and you get to sit together during any subjects,
and talked about this and that.
you'll share with me stories and i'll share with you mine,
i'll miss all that.
now that you're in 3A3,
take care of yourself,
thank you for all you've done to me.

2007-11-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

hello readers.
haaaa. spectrum is over but i still miss it very much.
i miss practising together with the drama club.
i miss having fun gossiping at our holding area.
i miss shouting, dancing, rolling on the floor after our performance.
haaaa. friday went to macdonald with nazurah, my on the phone gossip partner.
haaahahaa. then went home.
saturday went to abg boi's hse. haaa. lepak with him.
todayy didnt do anything much thou.
evening decided to meet with farhin but it was going to rain.
so i lazy to come. haaaaaa.
so went to my makcik/auntie house at south view.
was playing xbox with my cousin when nonoi sms me that no one going to accompany her go school.
the dance club & band going to hongkong mah. so the need to sleep over at school.
because they need to check in at 4am.
so i went out and sent her to school lah,
help her pull her huge luggage.
hahahaa, nk pergi hong kong mcm nak tinggal saner.
so thats all :D

I now miss :
Farhin
Islam
Nadiah
Nazurah
Sairi
Nonoi
(:

2007-11-15T02:46:00.000-08:00

hello people, at last, here to update.
so spectrum was spectactular fabulous insanely greaat!
thumbs up man!
we had practiced hard for this whole thing for so loong.
you audiences better appreciate.
if you think its boring and made you slept,
then in the first place, you should just walk out of the theatre,
and hangout at town.
we practiced so hard, some people dont appreciate.
well, went school at around 12pm then off we go to victoria theatre.
had briefing and we went up to holding areaa.
so we changed into our costumes and get ready for the full run rehearsal.
after changing, the guy-in-charge came and asked us to go down to prepare backstage.
so it all went smoothly..
after that the girls did their make ups and hair. pretty pretty.
i asked nadiah to put that whatever its called to cover my pimples.
hahahaa. so at night, we were damn fucking scared & nervous.
all of us were scared and nervous.
until when the guy-in-charge called us to go down.
we became more panic. there're so many people down there. ohmy!
so when i entered, i heard salihan here and there. hahahaa.
after performance, nadzirah shouted : salihan cute. ahahahaa.
so when we returned, we shouted like hell because we're damn happy,
wooooohooooo. but got extra's came in scolding us. whatever.
then i changed into my own clothings. at least i could.
&i look much more better with my own clothings.
rather than that nerd outfit.
after curtain call went school out stuff went home bath & sleeep.

THE MEANING ABOUT THE WHOLE DRAMA SKIT.
FOR THOSE WHO DON'T UNDERSTAND.

First Scene.
Its about a grandma, sitting in the park when her grandson which is me, entered.
And sat beside her. The grandma was thinking of her grandson when he's a small boy.
The grandma asked the boy what's his pet turtle's name.
It's name is minute. The grandma thinks time is precious.
Because she's dying. She is counting time till she dies.
While the grandson, me, is taking time for granted.

Second Scene.
Two sister, older & younger.
The older sister is trying to concentrate more on her studies because of exams.
But the younger sister was trying to disturb her sister.
So the younger is wasting time while the older is not.
The next day to school, the younger sister was sleeping;
She didn't want to go to school.
Because she didnt care, as she takes time for granted.

Third Scene.
About nadiah who is a runner.
She's running in a competition and she is trying hard to win.
She needs more time and practice but she didn't have enough time.
Her sister is always better, her parents compare her and her sister.
She beggs the time to wait for her.
She really need more time to do everything.
But time coudn't do that, time goes on as per normal.

Fourth Scene.
About this girl who keeps on playing the computer.
Her mom came in giving her soups everyday, but she didnt care.
All she does is playing her computer.
Until one day, her mom died and there's no more soup for her.
She then realised that her mom died and was sad.

Fifth Scene.
Old folks doing their morning excercise.
One by One died. (This Scene is Short.)

Last Scene.
About me growing up,
I open my windbreaker and changed into a man.
While the tree was turned as it grow into an old tree.

THE END.
PLEASE TAG (:

2007-11-12T04:53:00.000-08:00

hello readerrs.
well, today was the rehearsal at victoria theatre.
met nadiah at bukit panjang lrt.
wanted to go sheng shiong.
but then realised that we're somehow late.
so instead, we went bukit panjang plaza.
went ntuc, we were shouting here and there.
like; oi cepat, dah lambaat oi. cepaat.
everyone was like looking at us.
we shouted for fun, not because we are really scared we're late.
heckcare, shout and enjoyed ourselves.
after buying tidbits, went 7-11 to buy drinks.
same think,
shout like some mad hooligans.
then took taxi.
we thought the taxi's gonna be late.
so nadiah book a taxi.
but then, a taxi came, so we ride that taxi instead.
nadiah off her hp incase that taxi driver called her back.
hahahaa, we were like laughing madly.
then reach school off we go took the bus.
haa. in the bus we did something totally crazy,
we waved at people, and when people look at us, we hide and laughed.
it was so fun, the last time we can spend like this.
drama tech run was smooth. and greaat indeed.
only thing im pissed with mrs tan, that extra !
she go and complain to mr koh bout my red hair.
fuck you laa ! i had to buy a spray.
after draama, went bukit pnjg plaza bought spray,
and go back home. ;D

2007-11-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

very tiredd. haa :D
just got back from hospitaal.
in the morning, went to escape theme park.
im the only fcuking malay down there.
nizar, you're such a piece of fucking bullshit !
fuck, you woke up late, its your fault.
and you dont wanna go. even when we're waiting for you.
kanina, you and your freaking lies.
i hate you man, you left me down there, the only malay guy.
cheee baai lah you. kau gi mampos sudaa !
well, back to the story.
met jocasta, shi ying, boon teck, yong meng, nicholas at cck mrt at 10am.
so went to pasir ris and off we go.
played this and that and bla bla bla.
im fucking tired.
very hoooot lah.
and 3 games were under so called repair.
and i was all wet when i played wet & wild.
lool, it was fun though,
thats all .

CLASS RESULT 2008
mohd salihan bin abu bakar : 3A1
mohd taufiq bin isa : 3A2
mohd fauzi bin roslan : 3A3
mohd radzi bin jumaat : 3A3
mohd khair bin kamis : 3A1
mohd nizar bin yatim : 3A3
mohd syaufq bin abdul haniff : 3A3
nadiah bte salehuddin : 3A3
siti annisa bte kamsani : 3A3
nurul nabilah bte yunus : 3A2
suhaili bte hassan : 3A3
you can see how badly im seperated from the others. oh gosh.

2007-11-05T17:53:00.000-08:00

hello readers.

so its like finally.

today is my 'so called' rest day.

i dont need to go to hospital to visit my brother.

but im sure i'll need to go there everyday starting tommorow after school.

haa. so today its a boring day thou i didn't go to the hospital.

went to hakim's house in the afternooon.

didnt do much things.

just surfing the net and stuffs.

then audi & nizar came.

went to 7-11.

haaa. ;D

i was hungry at that moment of time.
so i bought, 2 hersheys, 1 slurpee, 1 mash potato.

&i didnt finish my mash potato, and slurpee.

hahahaa, i finished my two hersheys, its my favourite.

shared it with nizar & audi.

then we joked around so much.

i laughed so loud and so much.

hahahaa.

at arounnd 6.15pm went to lot one to eat.

waaa. so full. xD

then went home. bblablabla.

tommorow got draama.

haa. from 3pm to 5pm?

&i need to go straight to hospital.

so long,

takecare ;D

2007-11-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

im really tired.
fuckers, listen to this fuck.
im fucking tired you fucktards!
on friday morning.
i was almost out to have my breakfast.
then, my mom called.
she asked, ' an, kau tengah buat aper? '
meaning; ' an, what are you doing? '
i said i was going out for breakfast.
and she said; stay at home! your brother met an motor accidant, he's in ICU now.
wooow ! thats a shocking news. now i have to stay in the hospital for months?
while my brother is reaching his workplace,
there's this slope, full of sands and small stones.
he was speeding, and he hit a small stone, he lose his control,
and flew 50 metres away.
the police invastigation said that.
so now, he suffers serious injuries.
pity him. pity me.
i suffer serious boringness in the hospital.
i suffer serious sleepyness in the hospital.
oh my !
i suffer serious 'NO MORE COMPUTER'
i suffer serious 'NO GOING HOME DURING THE DAY'
i suffer serious 'NO MORE SLEEPING EARLY'
i suffer serious 'LOST OF MONEY BECAUSE OF DRINKS'
from $90+ to now, $4 ):
hari raya is over, HOW CAN I EARN MONEY BACK,
for GOODNESS SAKE, im not gonna work,
someone help me !
visit me in the hospital and accompany me :'(

2007-10-31T23:46:00.000-07:00

JALAN RAYA 2A2'2007
so yesterday was the 2A2 malays jalan rayerr. ;D
there were 12 people altogether.
met nadiah and syafiq at teck whye lrt at around 11.35pm.
reached chua chu kang, met with nizar and sukarno.
so waited for alwee, radzi, luqman, annisa, nurul, fauzi.
radzi and luqman came with a bad news,
fauzi was still asleep. we were like wtf?
ah, nvm. so after that alwee came.
followed by the two queens with their make-ups, annisa and nurul.
we took the mrt to yew tee and went to khair house.
ate mee siam goreng. delicious. then went to our second house,
nizar's house. his mom fried for us mee goreng. wooo.
which fried chickenn. (: then third house went to sukarno's house.
ate jemput-jemputt. haaa ;D
then followed by radzi's house. ate nasi goreeng. which fried chicken too.
wow! then went to luqman's house. (: ate nothing. thankgod.
we were really really full!
then went to annisa's house. ate roti john. delicious too (:
then off we go to nazurah's house. WOW.
the house like hotel lobby siaaak ! so damn bloody nice ;D
then off to my houuse ;D
ate mee siam goreng alsoo.
then we go ISLAM HOUSE ! ;DD !
wooooohooooooooo !!
gave him duet rayer. xD
then we went to alwee's house.
and then to sairi house. ate mee siam goreng ALSO ! (:
by that time, its around 8+ going 9+.
then off to nadiah's house. which is around 10pm+
and the malay boys went to taufiq's house at woodland.
SESAT LAH KITE, NAEK SALAH BUS. XD
ate mee siam goreng, AGAIN ! (:
so went home took cab and reached around 12+am.
thatss all. enjoy the pictures.

2007-10-30T03:39:00.000-07:00

Class Video (:

hello readers, finally back with new post.
so yesterday was that big day with a blasting evening.
the day that all the 2A2-rians enjoyed so much being together.
nizar came my house at around 11am, with nasi lemak, for me. (:
i haven't had my breakfast yet, so i asked him to buy for me nasi lemak.
then nizar played xbox 360 while i continued chatting away happily.
at around 2pm, annisa called me asking us to go shop & save at greenridge shopping centre.
she wanted to buy fishballs and tongs for the bbq party.
so we went there, but we were late. as usual. haha.
meet with nadiah and off we went to annisa's house.
her mom need to boil the fishballs.
so at around 2.45pm, we went out of her house and took the cab.
as soon as i reached, i borrowed carmen's bicycle and cycle along with other friends.
the chinese people came earlier. because they wanted to play first.
our bbq pit was D33. hahaha.
after one round of cycling, i decided to change.
so does the malay boys.
and off we went to the beach playing with that idiotic salty water.
i was hurt badly, because i falled on the HARD, SHARP stone.
blood was flowing. same goes as luqman, he hurt his leg too.
then around 5.40pm we bathed and change into our class jersey.
EVERYONE WAS IN CLASS JERSEY.
that makes us very very united as a class.
we start the fire. which is a whole lot diffilcult.
at last. we manage to start the fire. and bbq-ed.
bla bla blaah, at around 8pm.
most of us rented the bicycle and we cycle together as a class with our jersey.
on the way to rent the bike, we held each other hands side by side.
running and shouting like what the hell? ;D
so we enjoyed cycling till 9pm, we packed up and went home.
fauzi, khair, nizar and i went to nizar's house by his dad's car.
lepak at his house for a while.
while we were otw to chua chu kang cc macdonalds to eat,
there's this indian guy who followed us from far.
we ran like hell siak opening our slippers running for our lifes.
after eating, went to my house. fauzi and nizar played the xbox 360.
khair played the computer while me? err. just watching them.
so its really an enjoyable day mann.
tommorow jalan raya with 2A2 budak melayu.
now, enjoy there pictures.